Saturday, June 26, 2010


I never knew that I have more than one NATIONALITY until I live here, in England.Hahaha...

I'm Chinese.
I'm Filipino.
I'm Japenese.
I'm ... (waiting for the new 1)

I don't think I look like one, though. :P
It's not the English's fault, however, if they can't differentiate us (the Malaysians) with other Asian.
Just think about it. When we see any Mat Sallehs in Malaysia, we can't really tell whether they're Irish, Australian or British or whatever just by looking, right? Unless we listen to them & recognise their accent.
So I forgive you for giving me so many nationalities.
I'm a proud Malaysian after all.
Sarawakian to be specific :)


Saturday, June 19, 2010

Happy Father's Day, Daddy.

20th June 2010

Happy Father's Day, my dear Daddy.

I am and will always be your dedeQ that you're proud of. And daddy, sorry for being stubborn and disobedient sometimes. Everything you did was for my own good, I realised that. But daddy, I still dislike taking medicines. Don't force me,please.hehehe...anak Pharmacist tapi benci ubat.hahah! Anyway, I am happy & proud to be your daughter. You're the best daddy!

Yesterday I've been 'silly'. We (my friends and I) were in a pub in Salisbury. While waiting for our lunch meal, we talked bout calling our dad & wishing them Happy Father's Day. He said he'll be calling his uncle tomorrow. And I stupidly asked, "Why your uncle, not your dad?". "He passed away long time ago," he replied. I apologised. I felt bad and still feel bad now although he said it's okay.Huhu...Silly me.

It came to me that I'm fortunate enough to still have someone to call 'daddy' and that I shall be grateful. God bless you, daddy :)

Monday, June 14, 2010

Thanks for the Memories

It's been 4 years now. Time flies and what's left is the memories. Everything is still fresh in my mind, though. It felt like it was just yesterday we spent the night at Miss Nel's 'Condo'.huhu...
I miss the nights. In fact I miss every single moment we had spent together, from the pre Forum to the post Forum to the reunion. Most of all I miss you people.damn much.

We laughed.
We gossiped.
We got emo.
We cried.
We munched.
We sang.

O yea, we have a heart-to-heart talk as well right? Still remember that I kantoi that time. Mason, yea, it was you who started it. You took my phone just to check it out. And I forgot that I have just sent a text to someone. There you go, 'Delivered to: Honey' popped out when the phone was already with you. Damn! I was caught red-handed.
Apa gik, pecah la rahsia.
They got to know that I was back with that guy, the-not-so-grateful guy.
And that was when everyone has to talk about their private life, including Miss Nel.
Thank God! At least I wasn't the only one revealing my story. Hahahah!
I miss that moment! Can we rewind the time please?

Gosh, I forgot to tell.
D' Kenz (pronounced as 'The Kench') is our group name... I mean Forum group name.
And FYI, it's Forum BM not English.
Miss you guys like crazy!!!!!

Monday, June 7, 2010

Apa-apa jak.

Huhu...I should be doing the assignment now but instead I'm here, writing this post. Bosan polah assignment. sekda idea.huhu..mok pakey bhs swak la dlm post tok.lmk dah x tulis bm kpg.

Ku rs ku dah byk b'ubah kinek.Ku dpt rs. Dolok org tangga ku sbg bdk bait, nok org bangga nangga. Nok smua pun dpuji. Smua pun x brani ngaco. Smua pun mok protect mun da pa2. Smua pun x brani sebut benda2 jaik dpn ku. Cikgu pun suka. Tp kinek smua dah lain. Ku bkn gik miak bait nok org suka lok. Ku rs ku dah jd jaik. bkn jaik yg polah mslh sosial ya la. Jaik dr segi lain.

Ku rs mulut ku makin jaik kadang2 jak la, x juak salu. dolok neyda ku nyindir2 org. neyda ku main ckp lepas jak. neyda ku kuarkan kata2 nok x sepatutnya mun ku marah. Ku just simpan jak dlm ati dolok. Ku telan jak smua. ku simpan jak kdirik tegal x mok nyakit ati org. ku lbh rela ku yg sakit dr org lain yg sakit. Tp ya nang susah la. mun bsabar gilak, org pijak kwu. Org ambik kesempatan kat kebaikan kwu. sebab dak nya tauk kwu xkan nganok.

Tp kinek ku rs cara ku ya slh. ku x patut biar org pijak aku. x patut biar dak nya skati jak nyakit aku. x patut telan smua pa org polah (jaik) kat aku. ku xmok kedak dolok. x pandey pdh 'NO' mun org mintak pa2. dak nya mintak tiru keja rmh, ku brik juak tegal xmok org bencik aku. Dak nya brik keja ngan ku, ku polah jak tegal xmok knk bencik juak. tp apa hasilnya? daknya dpt juak nama padahal ya smua keja aku. x berbaloi nak? ku tlampau bait kali masa ya.

Kinek, aku pandey dah pdh sik mok mun da pa2 nok ku rs ku x patut polah. Kadang2 pedas juak kata2 aku kat org. mcm smua dah jd tbalit ngan dolok. Ku pun x tauk pa mok dpolah. Mun bait gilak susah. mun jaik gilak pun susah. Jd gney la? kta x ble nenga pa pdh org juak. X ble cuba ngekot palak org jak. Huhu..pecah palak pk (lmk dah x pakey words tok.hihi)

K, la..back to assignment. Bubye :)

Friday, June 4, 2010

A guy?

Honestly I miss having a guy as my bestie.
Not that I'm saying having a girlfriend is not good enough.
Feeling disappointed, am I? May be. A lil bit.

Sometimes, I feel it's less complex to be best friend with the opposite gender.
He doesn't envy you for what you have. Instead he's happy for you.
He's more open to talk to. The good thing is you're able to see things from a guy's P.O.V.
He handles thing rationally, without easily being influenced emotionally.
He gives you the chance to just let loose and have fun.
He's a brother to you, protecting you from any harms.
He's patient.
He doesn't bitch about you like the same sex did.
He's not egocentric.
Simply put, He's everything a girl can't be!

Mr you-know-who-you-are,
I miss you. I miss having you around as my bestie like before.
Like during our primary & secondary school.
You did fall for me.
But I said NO.
You were OKAY with it.
And so we stayed
as Best Friends.
I appreciate that.
It was for our own good.
For if we became lovers
Everything wouldn't be the same again.
And for if we broke up,
I'd lose not only a lover but also a bestie.
And I couldn't afford that loss.
I miss you :(